now you all know. yay!! my friends, it has been so hard trying to blog around this gigantic change in my life. but the fun of keeping a secret with grant outweighed any impulses to let it out. :) well. can you believe it? a new little harmsie, living inside of me. i am so happy!! most days i can hardly grasp the amazingness. yesterday it hit me in a big way.. all the congrats from you guys. wow. going public made it come to life in a new way. thank you!! i got more excited with every comment that came.
oh, where to begin? there's just loads to say. i'm so fascinated with all things pregnant, which was true even before i joined the party, so i hope you don't mind some baby talk for the next several months! i've already had some happy questions sent my way, and because i can think of a few more that could come up soon, i thought i'd do a little q&a session today. thanks for being excited/fascinated/indulging me/caring about me! this is too fun. and you all are my favorites.
1. when is the due date? with how far along are you? i'm 18 (and a half) weeks now, and the due date is june 8th. and i've already confessed that i think this date sounds really dreamy. but i won't hold anybody to it :)
2. how long have you been keeping the secret? grant and i have known since october, and we just told our families at christmastime/new years. i was really thankful that scarf season came just in time for me to go into hiding! scarves are really too perfect for blocking the target area. i've also been snuggling into vests and hoodies every time i go out in public. it's such a relief that those days are over!
3. are you going to find out if it's a boy or a girl? we could have found out at the doctor today, but we're going to let it be a surprise! i've always thought that i wouldn't be able to wait, but somehow it's the only thing that feels right now. so we'll all be surprised together!
4. any cravings? i'm loving oranges right now, and kiwi, and
chipotle, and a cold glass of milk with something peanut buttery to eat, and any meal that someone else is making:) at the beginning i really really wanted some sesame chicken, but there are no chinese restaurants in our tiny town and i still haven't had any yet! i need to get on that. thank goodness my appetite for broccoli has come back, along with everything else.
5. how have you been feeling? i feel awesome! but during the first trimester i definitely didn't feel like myself. everything that i had been eating before suddenly seemed awful! i had what i think is the usual: i dreaded opening up the fridge, everything smelled nasty, and making dinner was on par with a full day's work. none of my normal activities seemed appealing, either.
i just didn't feel like anything. but, that was it! i didn't throw up
ever! it was really just a matter of finding food that sounded good/i could stand to make, and if i ate it often enough, i felt good. but now that i'm into the 2nd trimester, that has all faded away. the morning sickness is gone, and i can eat everything again now, although i still get queasy if you mention squash.
6. how do you like being pregnant? it's fantastic! i am so happy! i can't imagine
not being pregnant right now. am loving every minute of it. most of the time i'm completely myself and really calm (except during blood draws, i tremble at that). i think the Lord is giving me extra peace. i would've pictured me being sort of a frantic pregnant person, but it's turned out to be the opposite so far! i don't know what i would do if i didn't have this little baby to daydream about. i mean, what would i think about while i'm on the treadmill if i didn't have a thousand names to choose from?
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a few of you mentioned yesterday that you would be praying for us. thank you, thank you!! wow, that is the best gift you could give me. i wish i could send each of you some of the chocolate chip cookies i'm making today. lots more soon!